any way you say it, it will never be as good as I imagine it was. nostalgia is boss. the future forever (in the past)

i've been in the computer lab for 22 hours, except for moving my car and getting coffee, just once each!
i feel CRAZY and i didn't even meet with my professor because i am so NUMB.
it's like staying in bed when you don't want to get up and do work. you can sleep for a while, but eventually you'll wake up and all that shit you were avoiding's gonna make your life HELL.
(basically i'm prolly not gonna get a good grade in studio this semester)
(and not because of anything else but my escapist attitude.)
(someone come and get me out of this seat it's so hard.)